下午的英文课上 听到Heaven这首歌

听着这个小女孩对爸爸说的话

听到那样的歌词和旋律

its very weepy so dont cry easily, it had me crying heaps...
不想不争气 但实在无法抑制柠檬酸的感觉
也许毫无酝酿落下的泪 才是最真的祭奠。

*It's been a year daddy
I really really miss you
Mommy says you are safe now
In a beautiful place called heaven*

Oh I'm thinking about our younger years

*We had your favorite dinner tonite*

there was only you and me

*I ate it all up*

We were young and wild and free

*Even though I don't like carrots*

Now nothing can take you away from me

*I learned how to swim this summer*

We've been down that road before

*I can even open my eyes*

But that's over now

*While I'm under water*

You keep me coming back for more

*Can't you see me?*

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

*I started kindergarten this year*

Love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

*I carry a picture of us
In my Blue's Clues lunchbox*

Oh once in your life you find someone

*You are the greatest daddy*

Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you're feeling down
Now nothing can change what you mean to me

*I can swing on the swing by myself*

There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now

*Even though I miss you pushing me*

Cause our love will light the way

*Can't you see me?*

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

*I miss how you used to tickle me*

And love is all that I need

*Tickle my belly*

And I found it there in your heart

*My belly hurts*

It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

*I try not to cry*

I've been waiting for so long

*Mommy says it's okay*

For something to arrive
For love to come along

*I know you don't like it when I cry*

Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad

*You never wanted me to be sad*

I'll be standing there by you

*I try Daddy but it hurts*

Baby you're all that I want

*Is it true you're not coming home?*

When you're lying here in my arms

*Maybe someday*

I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

*I can visit you in heaven, okay?*

And love is all that I need
And I've found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

*It's time for me to go bed now
I sleep with the light on
Just in case you come home
And kiss me good night
I love you so much
I miss you Daddy*

感觉自己真的身在天堂。

世贸大楼下依旧的人来人往中
是否弥漫着6年前死去的3126人 弥漫着他们散落的亡魂；
拉登的重现 被美方耻为“virtually impotent"
用这个侮辱男性的顶级词汇

是否能解清这六年来积蓄的一切仇恨；
驻伊美军还在轰炸着巴格达市区 还在残伤着无辜的生命
这些死去的人家中 是否也有小孩像歌中的小孩那样开着夜灯

等着爸爸回家 等着久违的gd night kiss...

想到很久以前看到过的一段文字：
"不论翻到（荷马史诗）伊利亚特的哪一页，你都会被它极端的残忍，和极端的温柔所震惊：
空气中那些野蛮的生命力，船只，风，以及火的壮观，愤怒的战斗，满是惊赫马匹的平原，
发了狂和倒地而死的野兽，一头栽进尘土的战士...
对亲人，家乡，原野，以及和平典礼的向往，最终将这一切，全都引向了和平。
它有一种极度生动，让人无法相信的执迷观察，死亡和恐怖如此接近..."

荷马记载下这些杀戮，史诗中可怕的景象，俯拾皆是
而霎那间，荷马又转向了哀痛，对平常生活的渴望，

一缕乡愁的捂爱，滑进了这场灾难
家，以及发生在那里的可爱的，舒服的事物，

在令人心碎的瞬间被唤起，击碎了昂扬的暴力。
荷马叙述的准确性是可怕的
他告诉我们矛从哪个地方刺进，再从哪个地方穿出
他告诉我们，人死不能重生，不能再回到家园
不能再照顾衰老的父母，不能再享受妻儿带来的快乐。

小小的纷争 使战争发动
最终 战争将消耗掉所有的人 不管是希腊人 还是特洛伊人。
战斗年复一年地进行下去 归根结底却毫无意义   
多么愚蠢的战争，多么愚蠢的人类。   


Today is the 6th anniversary of 9.11
Feel sorry about 9.11
but compare to those still suffer in Iraq and the Mid East,
the war bring them endless pain,without the media report
only heaven known...

无力改变什么 只求你我可以共同默哀祈祷
为所有消逝在风中的尊贵的生命
也为所有存在的生命 祈求和平...

Heaven is over there...

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